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    I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: humanity 
     
    I can't believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it's only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: believe 
     
    It's a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: people  earth 
     
    I'm not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I've gotten from books.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: real  book 
     
    Maybe the new me will be different.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    The same old dumb teachers teaching the same old dumb subjects in the same old dumb school. I seem to be kind of losing interest in everything. At first I thought high school would be fun but it's just dull. Everything's dull. Maybe it's because I'm growing up and life is becoming more blase.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: thoughts  fun  school  teaching 
     
    How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren't even physical?
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: thoughts  hurt 
     
    I pretend I've got lots of confidence and I'm a big jock and like that but deep inside I'm a frightened, insecure, can't-make-it failure.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    one day I'll be old, without ever having really been young
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: young 
     
    Alone. The saddest word in the world.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: world  alone 
     
    I'm partly somebody else trying to fit in and say the right things and do the right thing and be in the right place and wear what everybody else is wearing. Sometimes I think we're all trying to be shadows of each other, trying to buy the same records and everything even if we don't like them. Kids are like robots, off an assembly line, and I don't want to be a robot!
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: right  kids 
     
    Sometimes fantasies are better than life.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: fantasy 
     
    I'm really cracking. No, I'm beyond cracking. I'm shattered. I'm lost. I'm fragmented.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: lost 
     
    Lying - remembering beauty in truth.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: beauty  truth  lying 
     
    I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: drugs 
     
    I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs-which shows how screwed up this world really is!
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: world 
     
    Nobody's talking to me, but nobody's hassling me either. I guess you can't have everything.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    Why is life so difficult? Why can't we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
    — Beatrice Sparks
    The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus "Not me! I didn't think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: sad  alcohol  drugs  kids 
     
    I've got to sleep. Sleep is my only way to escape.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: sleep 
     
    My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: help  thinking 
     
    They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: personality 
     
    I wouldn't intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn't hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it to me? Even my parents treat me like I'm stupid and inferior and ever short. I guess I'll never measure up to anyone's expectations. I surely don't measure up to what I'd like to be.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it's so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: time 
     
    I guess I'll never measure up to anyone's expectations. I surely don't measure up to what I'd like to be.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: expectation 
     
    They don't think "I care," "I hurt," or "I have feelings." It just seems like I'm always "wrong," always "selfish," always "self-centered" and everything else that's negative and destructive.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    This morning when I left Mom's parting words were, "Come straight home after school." Wow! Like I'm going to get stoned at 3:30-it doesn't sound so bad at that.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: bad 
     
    How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: smile 
     
    I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.
    — Beatrice Sparks
    tags: live  die  afraid 
     
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